I want revenge

The Princess Bride- trailer

“Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die.” (The Princess Bride)

Oh, how I wish I could say words such as these. How I wish to put these words to action, but I can’t do such thing. I feel it inside of me, how my anger gets to me. There is no such thing as love in this world anymore. It’s brutal and cruel. Try to find honesty and you’ll find yourself looking for years, “Ay sir, to be honest as this world goes, is to be one man picked out of ten thousand.” (2.2.178-179.) the truth is out there, and someone will be willing to tell it, how they do it is a different question. “When it proves otherwise?” (2.2.156) what proof? There is no such thing as this when the truth is still hidden. There are so many versions of the truth, and people find it okay to tell lies and avoid telling the truth if the result from lying comes to their benefits.  

 I’m mad and hurt and I want everybody else to feel it as well. Polonius words about me, “Into the madness wherein now he raves.” (2.2.150) This might be true, am I going insane? I met Polonius the other day and he sure got hit by some of my anger and frustration. I told him “… you are a fishmonger.” (2.2.174) Maybe I should not have done this, but I did. It’s not fair to me that in this mess I’m the only one who’s hurting like this. My words to all the people out there, “These tedious old fool.” (2.2.217.) my words to make them feel like they’ve done wrong, but I do know my limits. I’m in the spotlight, and I have to behave.

I want to find the man who put my father down, and replaced him. I want him to feel like I do now, and worse. Take everything he holds dear away from him. 

-          Hamlet